This past week has been the worst week ever. There are so many details that are too personal and I can't share. Lets just say that people you love will make choices you don't love and there is nothing you can do about it.
My daughter lost her baby. The details of this are too painful for me to talk about. I have accepted it, and I am trying my best to move on. At work, last week, my boss, Mrs. Anita, gave me a used bouncy seat. I was so excited to get it. I left it at work on Friday, forgot to bring it home. Misti lost the baby over the weekend. I went back to work on Monday, and there it was, waterworks all over again for me. And then I noticed the name on the bouncy seat, "Angel".
Lets just say, I cried alot that day. I know everything happens for a reason. I just still have not figured this one out. I did everything I could to take care of Misti, but, I guess it wasn't meant to be yet. I have never given as much of myself as I did with this.
I am sure one day, all of this will make sense. But, right now, it just hurts....
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Sunday, April 12, 2009
It's been a while!
So, it has been a long time since I have posted anything on here, but honestly, I have been very busy with work and life that I haven't had much time. But, things are starting back on the right track, so I will try to update anyone interested in my crazy life.
I am going to be a Mimmy. Not a granny, or a maw maw, or a nana, or a me me, or any of those things. I didn't want to be called granny, and my daughter, the pregnant one, loves Hello Kitty. Evidently there is a character in Hello Kitty named Mimmy and she chose the name for me. My nickname for Brian is Pookie, and Misti, has decided that he will remain Pookie. So, Mimmy and Pookie are gonna be grandparents. I was a little unsure about this at first. She is not married, enrolled in college, and so is the daddy. They are working on their futures and this was definitely not planned. But, what's done is done, so time to deal with it.
After the shock wore off, and I accepted it, I am okay with it now. I am excited about being a Mimmy!
Their plans for the future are not clear at this time because they have not told his parents yet. His dad was laid off due to the economy recently and has a job interview next Thursday, April 16th. After the interview which they are sure he will get, then they will tell them. They don't want to put too much stress on his family and I can't pressure them to do so. But, I wish they would tell them so I could talk to his mom, Mrs. Kathy and start planning. The due date according to her cycle is Nov. 28th 2009. We have not went to the doctor yet, but I am sure when I do take her, the due date might change. Doctor appt. is in May.
Bless her heart, she has morning sickness all day long. Everything she eats makes her sick. She will be hungry, eat a few bites, and off to the bathroom. Hopefully that won't last too long. This is her 7th week of pregnancy and 3rd week of sickness.
I will update more when I have more information.
Please pray for her health, the baby's health, and my sanity.
I am going to be a Mimmy. Not a granny, or a maw maw, or a nana, or a me me, or any of those things. I didn't want to be called granny, and my daughter, the pregnant one, loves Hello Kitty. Evidently there is a character in Hello Kitty named Mimmy and she chose the name for me. My nickname for Brian is Pookie, and Misti, has decided that he will remain Pookie. So, Mimmy and Pookie are gonna be grandparents. I was a little unsure about this at first. She is not married, enrolled in college, and so is the daddy. They are working on their futures and this was definitely not planned. But, what's done is done, so time to deal with it.
After the shock wore off, and I accepted it, I am okay with it now. I am excited about being a Mimmy!
Their plans for the future are not clear at this time because they have not told his parents yet. His dad was laid off due to the economy recently and has a job interview next Thursday, April 16th. After the interview which they are sure he will get, then they will tell them. They don't want to put too much stress on his family and I can't pressure them to do so. But, I wish they would tell them so I could talk to his mom, Mrs. Kathy and start planning. The due date according to her cycle is Nov. 28th 2009. We have not went to the doctor yet, but I am sure when I do take her, the due date might change. Doctor appt. is in May.
Bless her heart, she has morning sickness all day long. Everything she eats makes her sick. She will be hungry, eat a few bites, and off to the bathroom. Hopefully that won't last too long. This is her 7th week of pregnancy and 3rd week of sickness.
I will update more when I have more information.
Please pray for her health, the baby's health, and my sanity.
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